Anyway I'm back now and here is a quick update, also have a few ideas on what I am going to post on here, some rather personal which, I'm debating if to write or not.
I'm currently back in hospital, trying to get well for my birthday and Uni and after a beautiful and lovely family holiday to Devon, I've fell in love with this part of the country, I had such a lovely holiday, it was nice just being my parents, brother and myself.
So anyway, as you can guess from the title, I'm not officially on the transplant list. Please don't ask me how I feel because I have no idea and fed up of people asking me, sorry. It's been a bumpy road trying to get on the list, with medical professions writing hurtful things about me and my family, to trying to actually get enough blood out of me. However, all that aside 28.0813 I got the call to say 'As of today, you are on the list' As soon as I heard this i burst into tears, it was finally becoming so real. I had and still have no idea how to feel, I want to feel happy but I'm too scared to feel happy, and I'm already a nervous wreck, so god knows what I'll be like when the time comes. On that note, I just want to say how happy I am that little Katie is doing so well after her Lung Transplant so proud and happy for you sweetie. Also, Kirstie, having her second transplant, I'm so happy that she is okay now. So brave the both of them!
On a less scarier note mind you, I'm 19 Monday, and I do not for the life of me want to grow up:( However, I am looking forward to my Birthday, I've got tickets to go see The Lion King, as Disney is my favorite thing ever, and October I'm off to London for the weekend, with my momma, nan, and my best friend for a girly shopping weekend, so I can' wait.
21st of September, I also start Uni and I am Sh*tting myself, seriously! I'm so nervous, but so excited to start my new course and meet new people, hopefully I'll find some friends at Uni.
I'll let you all know how I get on at Uni as its a big change and I'll be in either my wheelchair or walking with my oxygen, so its going to be so strange.
I hope all you guys are well.
Comment and I'll write back
Thanks for all the support I've had so far where it comes to my transplant
and I love you all
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